Uni in all its glory

So - I'm new to this blogging thing, but I thought I'd give it a go, simply because it's anonymous. As my title would suggest I'm currently at Uni, studying drama and english and I'm in my first year. I suppose the main reason I'm writing this is because I'm a tiny bit lonely. Don't get me wrong - university is brilliant and the courses are amazing, but I sometimes just feel like I'm not as much a part of things as everyone else seems to be. I don't even know why I'm writing this, I feel so stupid, and it's not as if anyone is ever going to read it, but sometimes writing helps me get issues off my chest.

Right now I can hear my housemates through the wall, they're in L's room and they're laughing and giggling together. I could go in, technically, but I always get the feeling I'm intruding. I stand there and try and talk and they talk back but I'm sure that they wish I'd just go back to my room. I spend most of my time in my room now, when I'm not on campus, just fiddling around on this laptop. Sometimes people will come up to me and say 'Oh, did you want to come out tonight?' and for some reason I never go. It may be because I'm getting low on funds, usually I'm too scared to look at my bank balance, it's the classic 'bury your head in the sand' approach. But mostly it's because I can't work up the energy for it.

Anyway, I think that's enough soul-searching for now. I'm going to go and make a cup of tea I think.